Alright,

So I know that a lot of you have written my replies and stuff and I havent really gotten around toanswering them but if you knew all I've been going through the past couple of weeks I don't think you would blam me. Some of these things could be considered good while others not so much. I think in order to prove that I am busy I will name the events of this past month.

1) The Holidays are around the corner and I have been shopping for the perfect gifts for all of them. Not only that but it was my friend Amandas birthday party Friday and it was AMAZING!!! It was her sweet 16 and her aunt got her a limo ride so we all piled into a limo and road around town. We rolled down the windows and cranked the speakers and had a hella good time.

2) School has been soooooooo busy lately. I've had mountains of homework with minamal breaks and major projects that are almost due that I need to get done. Not only that but Speech and Debate is hella time consuming. Infact I've already been to several meets and am doing really good for a Sophmore in High School (or so I've been told ) It's great though, especially when you have the friends I do who make it a blast.

3)Speaking of friends OMG when I'm not doing all this other shit I'm walking EVERYWHERE around town with my friends. Once we walked like 3 miles from the local albertsons all the way to Taco Bell. It was a blast,I hang out with a different crowd this year then I did freshman year (with a few exceptions A.K.A afew are in this group too) and I can definatly say that I have a ton more fun with these guys.

4) I got my Permit! That's right you read that last sentance correctly I have my permit meaning I can legally drive!!! OMG scary right? I'm in drivers education and Bob my instuctor is sooooo FUNNY! It's a total balst.

5) However to all this fun something has to go wrong, right? Well that's where my mom comes in. Me and her have not been getting along very well lately and she decided to kick me out of her house. I was a little hurt but then I figured "Well I stay at my dads more anyway so oh well" That's my mom for ya...


Well that was my intresting little rant right there. I hope that those of you who do decide to read this will not make the imediant comment of...

"Wow this chick really needs to get a life"

I understand this and am trying hard but hey not all of us arent doing jack shit Lolz jk jk

Peace out all!!!

Christmas Greeting

Life is Rough
Times are Hard
Heres your Fucking
Christmas Card

Your 15 best friends:
Do they have to be online? I will say NO! In no particular order:
1. Kenny, Z
2. Emily, H
3. Kelsey, T
4. Bryce, D
5. Token!!!
6. Amanda, V
7. Karrisa, K
8. Kayla
9. Jessica, P
10. Cheyanne, B
11. Shela, C
12. Jazmine, C
13. Carlos, C
14. Bailey, M
15. Aly

2) Your 15 favorite singers/bands
1. Linkin Park
2. Fall Out Boy
3. Nickleback
4. Goo Goo Dolls
5. Tenacious D
6. Kelly Clarkson
7. Weird Al
8. Owl City
9. 3OH3!
10. Panic at the disco!
11. Daughtry
12. One Republic
13. The Fray
14. Daniel Powter
15. Red Jumpsuit apperatius


3) Your 15 favorite songs
These are just my current top 15. In no particular order!
1. Fireflies, Owl City
2. Face Down, Red Jumpsuit apperatius
3. Don't Trust Me, 30H!3
4. Love Drunk, Boys Like Girls
5. You found me, The Fray
6. Rooftops, Lostprophets
7. How Far Weve Come, Matchbox 20
8. All the small things, Blink182
9. Know your enemy, GreenDay
10. Solider Side, System of a down
11. Beautiful Nightmare, Beyonce
12. Already Gone, Kelly Clarkson
13. Paparazzi, Lady Gaga
14. What I've Done, Linkin Park
15. Whisper, Evanenascence

4) The 15 favorite countries where you ever want to go or live
1. AUSTRALIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. Rome
3. GreenLand
4. Turkey
5. Scotland
6. Canada
7. England
8. Spain
9. Italy
10. Iceland
11. Iraq
12. Germany
13. Switzerland
14. Africa
15. South America


My friends
(In no particular order)


(If I forgot anyone PLEASE tell me, I'm really sorry)

My Family:



Clubs I'm in

Well as a lot of you well know school is starting again
And my school starts tomorrow, I’m really excited. I’m entering my sophomore year of high school, I’m not a Freshy anymore (No offense to all my Freshman friends )

Also if you couldn’t find a good idea of anything to do on the first weekend of the school year you could end up like me. My grandma is dragging me all the way to Idaho. Why you ask? Well I would like to know the answer to that question too, so if you happen to figure out the answer for me I would greatly appreciate it

Lolz well this journal is going to be relatively short because I don’t have a whole lot to say today. So this is the end of my rant. All of you already in school good luck, and to all still on summer break enjoy it while it lasts.

My friends
(In no particular order)


(If I forgot anyone PLEASE tell me, I'm really sorry)

My Family:



Clubs I'm in

So I have two things I’m going to be talking about in this journal, the first is something kind of funny. And I was told by a good friend of mine I have to do it so I shall. However the next thing is….. Depressing but I wanted you all to read it so maybe you’ll think twice before drinking and driving.

Well first off I was kind of tagged by

I received the letter "W". The game is: I should write in my journal ten things which I like and which begins by this letter. If you comment this journal, I will give you a letter just for you to do this "meme". So... comment.

1) Wolf- My favorite animal
2) Washington- Where I live
3) Walt Whitman- Amazing poet, and inspiration
4) Water- Good to drink when thirsty
5) Wake boarding- tons of fun!!!
6) Will Smith- Awesome actor and singer
7) Wolverine- One of the all time greatest super heroes
8) Webster- Best dictionary ever XD
9) Whatever- Favorite word to say
10) World of Warcraft- Pretty epic game, man


Second half of the journal…

((I don’t own this, I didn’t write it but it really hits home))

I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
so I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
that I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right.
The party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece.
I never knew what was coming, Mom,
something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
the kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
this girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high.
Because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven,
put ' Mommy's Girl' on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive..
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter,
Mom I'm getting really scared
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, 'I love you, Mom!'
So I love you and good-bye.

I recently lost a good friend of mine when her car was hit by a drunk driver. She was a member of an opposing debate team of ours but…. As a debate community we had all become great friends. When I read this….. I instantly started to tear up. And for those of you who know me in real life, it takes a lot for me to do that. So I wanted you all to read this too, sometimes we lose the ones we hold dear, for reasons we can't understand. But these things happen.

My friends
(In no particular order)



My Family:



Clubs I'm in

I’m Back!!!

Not that a lot of people really care but I have returned from my trip to my debate camp today and I’m soooo glad to be back. I went to Fort Worden Washington, that’s a 4 hour drive from where I live.

I made so many friends, they were all amazing people and I’m very sad to not be able to see them again. I learned a ton of useful stuff and a ton of useless stuff as well. I would tell what I learned but I don’t want to bore you to tears so I think I’ll just go into the next part of my speech.

For all of those people who might read this that are in High School or even college I would strongly encourage you join your speech and debate teams. Debate is so much fun and a very rewarding activity. You make so many friends, you learn things you’d never learn regularly in school and you get to travel A LOT!

Here’s an example:
Can anyone who just for shits and giggles decides to read my journal answer this for me? With out looking it up on the internet first?

“What is the difference between John Locke’s and Thomas Hobbes Social Contract theories?

Trust me out of all I’ve learned from speech and Debate this is the easiest question I could think of

Well Enjoy my little rant

And now I stole this from I stole this from

ALTERNATIVE:
[ ] Breaking Benjamin
[X] Paramore
[X] Panic! At The Disco
[X] Linkin Park
[ ] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[x] Three Days Grace
[ ] Yellowcard
[ ] 30 Seconds to Mars
[x] Chevelle

TOTAL SO FAR = 6

COUNTRY:
[X] Rascal Flatts
[X] Carrie Underwood
[X] Leanne Rhymes
[X] Garth Brooks
[X] Dixie Chicks
[X] Kenny Chesney
[X] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[X] Shania Twain
[ ] Johnny Cash

TOTAL SO FAR = 15

EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Chiodos
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[X] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[X] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR = 17

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[ ] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[X] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[X] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR = 19

METAL:
[X] Slipknot
[X] System of a Down
[X] Disturbed
[X] Metallica
[X] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR = 24

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[ ] Ashlee Simpson
[X] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[X] Avril Lavigne
[X] P!NK
[ ] The Veronicas
[X] Daniel Powter
[ ] James Blunt
[X] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL SO FAR = 29

POWERPOP/PUNK:
[ ] Hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[ ] The Click Five
[X] Fall Out Boy
[ ] Rise Against
[ ] Good Charlotte
[X] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Relient K
[ ] Anti-Flag
[X] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR = 32

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[ ] TuPac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[ ] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[ ] Outkast
[ ] 50 Cent
[X] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy


TOTAL SO FAR = 33

SKA:
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Mad Caddies
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[ ] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[ ] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR= 33


ROCK:
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[X] All-American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[ ] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[X] Evanescence
[X] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[X] Green Day
[ ] Blink-182
[ ] Madina Lake

TOTAL SO FAR = 37

CLASSIC ROCK:
[X] The Beatles
[X] Led Zeppelin
[X] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Cure
[X] The Who
[ ] Pink Floyd
[ ] Jimi Hendrix
[X] Queen
[ ] Van Halen
[ ] Poison
[ ] AC-DC

Total: 42

Multiply your TOTAL by 2,
Then repost this as:
I am 84% OBSESSED with Music


My friends
(In no particular order)



My Family:



Clubs I'm in

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



I’m so scared, my dad might end up in the hospital!
He’s there now waiting to see if he needs to be emitted and I’m scared for him, I’ve never been so scared in my life.

He pulled a muscle in his calve back in June and now it’s August and he’s still hurt. He has a hard time walking and gets these weird fevers all the time. I don’t want anything serious to be wrong with him. My dad is like my hero, I look up to him and if anything serious is up then…………… I don’t know what I’d do.

Well I’m going to cut this journal entry short, I have a lot of chores to do. Since my dad got hurt I’ve been doing a lot around the house. See you Guys

My friends
(In no particular order)



My Family:



Clubs I'm in